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have i been without friends for so long under the company of my own subconscious to be mislead by miscellaneous fear.  now i can feel the will to go to a random bar and know someone new. it feels good.  have i forgotten my friends behind the wall of my own subconsciousness.  now i can feel the will to go to a miscellaneous bar and know someone new. maybe its been there hidden beneath the resin and shells. (coral and fur)  i am sure of one thing my laughter is a decrescendo only meant to rise before i finally fall.