anti write inn

left out more often... now more than before.  i guess im a freak, or perceived that way through the reflection of light in the mirror.  i am out of the ordinary and my flavor is out of style.  leaving friends hurts.  now i wonder if its worth it to keep gaining more when they will be lost as fast as the others.  what is the point if the reset button will be hit regardless.  it is like me to overreact.