mathematics upon the orgasm of springtime

i have allergies.  if a sneeze is even one one hundredth of a simple orgasm. i sneeze 100 times more in the spring than any other season. because the plants choose this time of year i must also share with them a subconscious orgasm, as i believe all plants are a matter or subconscious only.  likewise, consciousness is a matter of higher level subconsciousness which all those animalia and upward posses.  we who are animal posses plant beneath our organs. only more finely tuned to the beating heart of blood,than the flow of water.

type right or left (the room)

It is not that we should fight against war, but make love with it. For if there is an end to the mass destruction, let there not be an end to all destruction. However sorrowful the truth is we must allow each other to keep each other strong. Or maybe the scale has become simply outweighed by our own knowledge. Is it possible that we may forget?

worrynder (25)

i want it to be known how i feel about something. as i moved through adolescence i unusually felt that i would not exist past the age of 25, its just that i never saw anything there. i have no image of myself past that age.  I find it strange, but my mental timeline stops at once im halfway through my twenties.  this could be societal pressures that make my visions blank but i believe it is a deeper meaning as though i am in store for absence or massive rebirth and change.  Still, i stress the importance of society and my cultural phenomenon through number 25, being a quarter of one hundred and one hundred being my definitive span of a human life.  this thought had to be written down as it may hold psychic instincts within it.